Yesterday's News

I was speaking about myself. Because my ex was a really good man, and I didn't want to feel bad about hurting him, I pushed him away so he could find someone else who would appreciate him, and I ended up being the victim of my own actions because I didn't expect to be hurt seeing him with someone else. I was playing the victim card, expecting him to feel sorry for cheating on me, which I didn't get until now.

No, I did not get drunk to help ease my pain; that line was completely fictional. "Be happy even if it doesn't include me" Though I was bitter for a while, I always wish my ex the best in life and pray that he gets what he wants in life.

The explanation for the fourth stanza. That part was a figment of my imagination because I only dated a few men and none of them wanted me back.